the reason why i feel so bad about it is cause we didnt DO anything.
imagine chasing the girl of your dreams for two years, till you finally win her heart.
you think of all the things you could do; fantasy becoming reality.
somehow you've done something right, and there is no way on earth that this will ever screw up.
but it does. and it's gone.
everything you've worked for.
and you wish so much that you could come back; but you can't.
cause it will never be the same.
so that's what it feels like, in full detail.
I kind of thought of it that way, but honestly, I never thought that you still had feelings for me after 7th grade.
ReplyDeleteI really thought you were over me because we never really talked to each other until the last few weeks of school... And I thought you might have liked someone else in the class like briana or maria cause you talked to them a lot in 7th and 8th.
i kept those feelings; i just didn't show it cause you had already turned me down once, and you were in a relationship at the time...then the thing in the gym happened, and i got my confidence back. I never liked anyone else; i just talked to certain girls cause we were friends. like you would talk to rafael or arwin.
ReplyDeleteMhmm..
ReplyDeleteBut we're still friends, right? Or...
no?/: