ok.

i'm not mad anymore.

i am just going to put this whole thing behind me, and start anew.

not to go back to before, but to start different, and avoid this happening again. 

we can still be friends. 

but the awkward kind of friends that dont talk on facebook.-.

know that i forgive you though, cause i understand you were duped by love and whatnot.

and i sincerely wish you the best in finding a new boyfriend.

but i also kinda wish you didn't do so right away. 

its not healthy to have consectutive relationships.

[coming from someone who's had ONE, so you dont really have to listen:3]

but in the meantime, i wish you the best:3

cause i'll find someone like you:3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IR6uz_VTCUo

ok; sorry about the whole acquaintance thing.

the reason why i feel so bad about it is cause we didnt DO anything.

imagine chasing the girl of your dreams for two years, till you finally win her heart.

you think of all the things you could do; fantasy becoming reality.

somehow you've done something right, and there is no way on earth that this will ever screw up.

but it does. and it's gone.

everything you've worked for.

and you wish so much that you could come back; but you can't.

cause it will never be the same.


so that's what it feels like, in full detail.

'Case you were wondering,

 i cant even walk into superdry now; wdf.

-no, i am not over it.
-no, i can't just forget about it.
-no, i won't can't go back to the way things were before all this.

let's just be acquaintances.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSM3w1v-A_Y

to quote a song:

"You didn't have to cut me off,
make out like it never happened and that we were nothing."
-[name that starts with a G Gotye, i now know]

"When reality gets tough
and it seems as if the world
just closes down on you,
it's alright
because you still have music."
so kawaii.