Easy come. Easy go.
That's just what you are.
Take it all,
But you never give.
Should have known you were trouble
from the first kiss
But your eyes were wide open.
Why were they open?
I gave you all I had.
But you tossed it in the trash.
You tossed it in the trash.
Yes, you did.
To give me all your love
Was all I ever asked.
But what you dont understand is...
I would catch a grenade for you.
Throw my hand on a blade for you.
I'd jump in front of a train for you.
You know that I'd do anything for you.
I would go through all of this pain,
And take a bullet straight through my brain.
I guess I would die for you.
But you won't do the same.
*piano solo*
-Peter Hernandez/Bruno Mars.
.....?? Is this going directly towards anyone? like...you know. Maria?
ReplyDeleteLike the poem you wrote wasn't directed towards...hmm.. i don't know...Ramon?
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And like Maria was ever trouble.
ReplyDeleteAnd like Maria never gives.
And like she would toss anything in the trash.
I know, I was playing around.
ReplyDeleteand just to let you know..Maria likes you, a lot.
You shouldn't just reject her, she's a really lovable and thoughtful person, who puts much time and effort into writing all those poems to you..
Oh yea, I did read that one letter you sent to her once, the one about me rejecting
you, and how you weren't ready for a serious relationship.
Oh yea, And how you called me a "jr.Slut".
Really, at the beginning of the school year, I thought that you.. liked you know.. So, I thought we were all used to the "C.C" thing..
And as a matter of fact..
.. Yes the 5 letter thread poem "Gomoji No" was directed towards him.
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It's thursday. And tomorrows friday.
Amen
Ok.
ReplyDeleteFirst off, i did NOT call you a "Jr. Slut". I don't know what that was about. I may have had some jerk-ish thoughts about you always seeming to be with someone, but NEVER did I call you a slut. Doing that would be messed up.
Second, I never really liked you. Like you said, "there's a difference between thinking someone is cute and liking someone."
And yes, I know what Maria feels. Honestly, it's all very troublesome. I just don't know what to do about it, cause really, since when has there been an "official" initiation of being in a relationship? Is it just when two people get together say, "OK. So, you're my boyfriend.Questions?" That seems like something a 3rd grader would do. I seriously doubt that we've been reduced to THAT. Honestly, it's all extremely confusing. Tri never got it. David kinda got it. Rafael never got it. Anthony never got it. Do you know how many times Anh-Thao has rejected people? Me Neither. I lost track.
The point is, I have NO idea what I have to look forward to. I see you and Ramon, and I'm thinking:"That must be what it's like." but then i'm also thinking: "That must be hard."
Honestly, I respect Maria and her feelings, but I just don't know what to expect. Say whatever you want to that. This confuses my WAY too much.
And I'm not really following that thing you had with the CC in your comment. clarify plz.
and u know this should really be on email. Blogs are too public.
I know you didn't call me a slut directly towards my face, but you mentioned it inside the letter that you wrote to Maria.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, relationships are very complicated.
C'est la vie... I guess the whole boyfriend & girlfriend thing might seem like foolish childplay to you, but to me it most certainly is not.
You also might think we're too young to be going through all this. Who ever gave someone rights to think older were wiser and more mature than the younger?
Really to me, age is just a number, and like any other thing, just increases.
Frankly, I think the complete opposite of the whole affair. It most certainly is NOT childplay, i was just making a point that people IN THE PAST have treated it like it is. I also agree that age is just a number, but really. 3rd graders cannot have realationships. Junior High students, however, can.
ReplyDeleteAnd i was probly pissed when wrote that letter.
you were quite pissed...
ReplyDeleteIf only blogspot had a like button like SOME SOCIAL NETWORKS SUCH AS FACEBOOK -cough-
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